Well yeah. I am totally monotonous on the web nowadays. If I'm not there, I am doing the exact same things I was when I was there xDDD

I've noticed a similar pattern in real life too. I think I'm depressed o _O

I keep getting more sick, I'm irritated by everything (literally), and creative flow right now is terrible.

Hundreds of drawings I never scanned, colored, did anything with.
Loads of work from school and home, I complete in an entirely mind numbing ritual of the same tasks, at the same times.

It's just so awkward, I swear! Even speaking has grown difficult for me!


Doing things like thinking about what to do next, analyzing everything around me, and even collecting information has just become a tiresome activity. I loved expanding. I loved gaining all sorts of knowledge and tucking it away. Not anymore D:

Will see a Doctor soon or something. Unless they touch me again xD

but yeah, either this is a phase or my brain is acting up again D: <
It better be a phase!

I can't wait for things to change or something. Hopefully that job in mid-November wakes me up. I'm so tired and sick. (lol I also hope it's not swine flu)

but yeah. Things have been stale. I need to really get in the game and either spice it up or force shit to explode xD


Oh btw anal bleeding is a bad things apparently xD